Back Wards Forward, for ever going forward we are In the direction of nothing At the end of your journey No one, no souls, no tears, no light Never put on the brakes You are sure to fall behind Do not be left behind, you'll almost never catch up Running swiftly doesn't help either Your sure to go to far ahead Life will catch up with you and stomp you down Since we forever going forward In the chain of life's inertia On and on until doom or death we go In our grave is the only time we have To stop and think about life But we don't, we are dead as rocks Only the people we knew are thinking of us The only time they will stop And realize the meaning of life is Nothing but to go forward And never stop Forever life Will be forever Forward Cleansing Soul Take a deep breath And drown out your troubles Can't get away from the heavy Feeling in you chest or the pounding of your blood Try and dull the pain but don't succeed Watch as everything crumbs beneath you Shattering against harsh reality Try and forget this deep misery But remember like crystal clear the dread The looming hatred which watches us Watch us in our misery, Watching.................... I'll lye down tonight, forever Drowning out the troubles, forever Don't try and stop me from doing this deed For I feel that the deed is already DONE Don't smile now that I'm died, Gone forever, Like you hoped LIKE I DREAMED Untitled I never saw the train that night I did see a huge flashing light So blinding and haunting was the light It confused me so, I never got out of the way Shredding limps from limps Everything in my body went all soft Dislocated bones made me go limp My head had touched my toes I have no joints anymore The train came and did this to me I should have ran but I stopped in fear and terror After the initial moment of pain, there was nothing No space, nothing In my grave of cold hard wood I can think again I have a brain to comprehend Worms and bugs are waiting for me to Stop think so they can eat me Decompose my body I'm the latest diner in the mortuary Fresh meat, I am There is nothing more then this There is only nothingness No brain to comprehend the emptiness Of pure insane Nothingness No hell, no heaven Just maggots and worms Nothingness Windy Meadow A windy meadow Is the only shelter I have To store my freezing body As I lye in pain Frost is eating me away Slowly as it gets colder By night time I'm dead stiff My bones are chilled Yet here I lye On a windy meadow The grass is brown The snow has fallen A white coated enemy No creatures in sight To witness my misery I have fallen many times As I fail to stand The ground is tough Under my hungry skin The air is getting tighter Closing off all breath I shudder as I lye I tremble as I go black The snow is choking me Where I lye Tainted Murders, Thieves, and Preppies Cover the streets of today Society no longer there No one can govern any change So watch as the children cry Watch as maturity gets younger Beyond normal ages Beyond any 50's comprehension Trouble lurks in every street The homeless are growing Younger day after day Lock your door, lock your heart Thieves will steal anything you have Leaving you with nothing No need for motives No need for hunting for a weapon Murders need no such thing Wasted lives without any reason Yet some still get away A class system filled with preppies Trying to be something their not Trendy's try and go with the ages Changing themselves for no good reason Yet society does nothing Not that it can The world is crumbling Before everyone's eyes We try and change What we can not The virus has spread And there is no cure For our society mistakes Must we live life this way? Or always wish for the past? |
Gripping I hang on to the ledge I don't know how I got here All I know is that I want to fall Plummet to my release Escape reality for a second One time I fell so hard The doctors thought I wouldn't make it One time I cried so hard Wounds wouldn't heal me I've gripped the edge too many times And I fear this is the last One time I thought so hard It was hard to find me One time I prayed so hard God actually saved me I don't know when to stop When too far is too far I titter on the ledge That's sure to break Will I jump before or after? In a drawer you'll find my notes Saying good-bye to all I know Last time I slipped so hard I wound up locked up Now I'll I can do is become free Plummet to my release Never again to hang On this lonely ledge I sway as the rope tightens Since I kicked away the chair My one last hope is my hands That lay at my side The edge as brought me here No longer will the rapping Of the inpatient scythe Fill my dreams Instead I will release The griping of my dread I Found I found that love that left me I found that hope that went away I found that ring that you gave me I found that smile that use to be there I found that joy that filled me I found that love that I throw away I found that man that held me I found that feeling that I forgot I found that love that broke me Today I found my heart (or soul) Eilene's Shaded Path This never ending stream Flows past the stones A little girl dances in the fields Someday she'll be here People clad in black Saying goodbye to those they love And the ground is wet From all those tears A million memories are buried here Amongst the rows The flowers sway in the gentle breeze Grim days start here A shallow hole becomes your internity The priest says words to sooth Along with streaming tears Clouds lay over head Their bodies drupe and sag Blackness coats the green land A dark shadow of your fate Comes closer and closer to the grave It hovers before it calls your name Time is up and the end is here One last sob of the tragedy Sparkling crystals cloud every eye Could life be more hurtful Today the eyes will rest forever Never again to see the light The little girl stops dancing between the stones She stops and reads your stone Her beautiful face falls And her eyes mist Then she fads slowly The fields are empty without her But there's nothing to do Another time On Eilene's Shaded Path of life No closer A clock is ticking Away the hours As I wait Waiting for you Yet you're not coming Coming for me So I cry Waiting for you I know you won't be here Anytime soon I feel asleep Waiting for you When I wake I notice you are not here With me Waiting for you I plot to kill myself You're not going to stop me From what I'll do Waiting for you A slender knife Is all I have To stab me Waiting for you So I drive fast Yet slow The knife to my heart Waiting for you I'll never live again That's for sure Since I'm dead Waiting for you |
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